I know all you've been hearing from me the past few weeks is just depressing but to be honest the past few weeks have just been a stinking pile of horse shit and it continues! Two weeks after the funeral of my class mate yesterday i come home and my mom tells me that my godmother who was like a second mom to me died that morning. She'd had lupus for a really long time but this hit me like a brick from left field. I mean i had just seen her a few weeks before and she looked fine, not great, but fine. Its just really frustrating cuz she was such a great person and she didnt deserve to have a disease that kills you from the inside. I'm going to her funeral tomorrow its gonna be hard, really hard but i know i have to go. Thanks for listening to me and my depressiveness i really do appreciate it. ciao